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anyother day [Nov. 28th, 2005|03:15 pm]
tinker_belle016
[mood |indescribableindescribable]
[music |kerosene -miranda lambert]

YAY i like not going to school, but i hate staying home alone all day.. no one around...... i watched old home movies from like gr. 8 it was soo funny!! BRITT. i have that x-mas thing we did in gr.8 with covert and kyle rapping and your dancing!!! hahah it was soo funny... and everyones sooooo little..... its crazy.. and then i watched our grad..it was sad, everyone was soo little and different... and then because i was home alone and bored i made a cake.. DONT ASK WHY.. i dont even know... but yeah so that was pretty much my day... boring..... anyways i have nothing else to say i guess... byes
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(no subject) [Nov. 27th, 2005|03:24 pm]
tinker_belle016
SO this may be short, due to lack of time.. ( i have to go to work) but like a while ago i had a 3 1/2 hour drive and it got me thinking...... We went to North Bay to check out Nipissing U.. and i must say I LOVE IT... everything. it was just amazing.. so i was reading something i wrote when i was coming home from Oshawa...... and its true again. i admit ive started getting better, and i have been a happier person, everything in my life is getting better... and for once i feel happy, but i know i can chage a little more, and make it that must better.... So....:

"So im not always a happy person. i try i really do but i let things bother me too much, and i get pissed off and i just snap sometimes... and i try to be happy, but maybe i need to try harder. I have been know to be a little pessimistic sometimes. i shall try to be more optimistic." verry true, but as i said i have been a lot more happier.. and i am more optimistic about everthing!

"i need to get out.. party more.. i dont do that enough.. i need to drink some more alcohol. i dont do that enough either :P ;) i need to spend more time with the friends that make me fell better about myslef." which i have.. and i feel good about it.. i still need to party more tho...

"I need to stop gaining weight... and lose some pounds... i should eat healthier, (e skipping meals wont make me skinnier.) i should do this more often. i need to settle down and do really super good this year in school, cause im leaving next year, and i dont know if i can make it. i need not to be so hard on myslef. i do that way to much." TRUE!!! except apparently i have lost weight.. according to lauren and ashley i look sick like ive lost alot of weight.. ummm i think not...!!!!! but i need to raise my english mark the rest im happy with!
" i need to do something CRAZY. and random (*dances around*{like in garden state}) i think i just need to get out of renfrew..." i think my trip to North Bay helped. but now i must go to work.. ill write more later..
byes
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(no subject) [Oct. 6th, 2005|02:47 pm]
tinker_belle016
[mood |boredbored]

... well i havent done this in a while ... im soo bored right now! im sitting in data, and we have a suply, and we're in the computer lab.. and its SOO boring... so im doing this.. and being watched.... oh well....anyways....so its kinda funny cause spencer is beside me, and he's quite amusing.. talkin about getting drunk n such.. lol.. yay my birthday is in 10 days!! anyways im bored again. ill update later tonite.. (i promise i will kik's)
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AHHH [Sep. 14th, 2005|07:41 am]
tinker_belle016
9 days and i have to get my wisdom teeth out.. AGAIN!!! im upset.. AND. i got my g2 yesterday and my parents wont even let me drive..... its upsetting... but well i wont be driving untill like october, cause i wont be able to drive when im on meds....... !! WHO go tylonal 3(cant spell)(codine)!!!! lol... ohh well.. so yeah im on spare.. again.. BORED!!! i should go n see when i can sign up for university presentations.... HEHE KIKI I can see you... your writing a journal too...... it looks long....longer than mine at least.. but yours always are....... anyways LALALA im listening to Fall Out Boy right now....anyways im hungry.. im gonna go and find food.... byes
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SO BORED!!!! [Sep. 12th, 2005|10:44 am]
tinker_belle016
so here i am .. again ... on spare.. and im bored outta my mind.. i just finished my english,... i should start finishing my math... but i prolly wont.... so this weekend.. yeah quite interseting... but i will share that with yous later...... im gonna go n find something to do..
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me..complaing [Aug. 28th, 2005|08:49 pm]
tinker_belle016
[mood |soresore]

AHH my face hurts sooooo badly. I got my wisdom teeth taken out on friday.
well just 2 of them, the two on my right side of my face, and now my cheek is swollen and bruised... so that was friday, yesterday i basically lived on the couch. it wasnt much fun. well the fact that my parents did just about EVERYTHING for me..that was the fun part!!! lol. anyways i havent had muhc of a life latley. so yeah. thats it.
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(no subject) [Aug. 14th, 2005|07:52 pm]
tinker_belle016
[mood |thoughtfulthoughtful]

Well this is weird. I havente updated in ever.. But no one really cares.. No one reads this anymore and no one ever goes on this… including me.. Well I do sometimes. Just to find out that no one has updated. Except Kik’s. Anyways since no one reads this, and no one really cares anyways I figured where else would I post this.

It took me a 4 hour drive in a very cramped truck to realize something about myself.

I’m not happy with me.

I’m not on this change my life trip.. Or not even an I hate my life trip either. I just dislike certain things about myself, and I have also made a few realizations! Maybe it was the bottle of Gatorade and coffee I had in me, but I sat there most of the time, when I wasn’t half asleep thinking about what’s gonna happen when I leave for school. If I’m not sure of who I am, then am I just going to end up falling?

I’m this little country girl who in many ways is country to the core, but then I feel like I wanna be this independent super awesome girl.

I’m country… I listen to country music (but I don’t like some of it.. Like the really old stuff) I drive a dodge truck,(when I can.. But in septemeber when I get my g2!! WHOO) I like cowboy hats (I still have to find one to buy tho), I’ve driven around in farmers fields learning to drive, I’ve shot a .22 before.(at targets..not real animals) lol.. anyways so there is more, but thats what makes me a bit of a country girl.

But I'm also a little bit of everything else. I have no... set category i fit into.. (not that fitting into a category is such a good thing)  but im not really an athletic person, i mean i play volleyball and tennis and batminton, but its not like im an oober sport person. Im not an artistic person either, i mean i can semi draw things i see if im in a mood to draw,and i like taking pictures, but i dont have any good pictures of anything really interesting, ... i just dont fit into a certain social category.

Theres more... ohh beleive me there is alot more.. (ill try to make this painless for you tho.. *you being the only person who will read this.. (prolly no one)*)

So im not always a happy person. i try i really do but i let things bother me too much, and i get pissed off and i just snap sometimes... and i try to be happy, but maybe i need to try harder. I have been know to be a little pessimistic sometimes. i shall try to be more optimistic. i need to get out.. party more.. i dont do that enough.. i need to drink some more alcohol. i dont do that enough either :P ;) i need to spend more time with the friends that make me fell better about myslef. instead of a certain person who uses me when she feels like it..and makes me feel like shit.. (and since no one reads this,... its ashley... BIG surprise)..... I need to stop gaining weight... and lose some pounds... i should eat healthier, (e skipping meals wont make me skinnier.) i should do this more often. i need to settle down and do really super good this year in school, cause im leaving next year, and i dont know if i can make it. i need not to be so hard on myslef. i do that way to much. i need to start playing my piano more. i need to do something CRAZY. and random (*dances around*{like in garden state}) i think i just need to get out of renfrew...

i also think i've made enough assumptions about my life for tonight.. plus no one reads this!!! BLAH... im gonna try n change certain things about me... and yeah it might be tough.. please bare with me...

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For Kiki [May. 26th, 2005|10:01 am]
tinker_belle016
This is for you kiki, instead of me writing a bunch of comments on your many journals.. i figured id write one big one... I cant say i know how you feel, and i cant say that you can tell me and i'd understand.. cause i really wouldnt.. ive felt depressed sometimes, but not to any degree where id want to hurt myself, or to any extent that you feel. I just want you to get better, i miss the old fun kiki i met in grade nine.... I understand its not easy, and you dont wanna be fake or anything.. I know were not really close or anything, but trust me, i do really hope you get the right help you need. You said something about how many peopel actually want you to stop, and how many peopel jsut think its okay.. well i think its okay, but i want you to stop. I know you just cant stop, okay. wait i dont think its okay. there should be a differnt way for you to take out your anger/ depression.. whatever it is... I know i prolly sound like all of the other people, and all the doctors, and your parents.. but kik's i want you to know.. you are my friend, and i dont want you hurting yourself anymore. I partially understand how you feel about your life after reading that one journal, about everything. And i know katie's just trying to be nice, and trying to help you, maybe its just not the right way for you. I want to help you to kik's.. although i dont think youll let me, and i dont know how to.. anyways please talk to me anytime you want someone to talk to.. i am actually a really good listener. I many just not give the best advice. im here to talk to anytime you want.

Kiks I love yah..

-~-Stephs-~-
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TeNNiSiNG.. [May. 18th, 2005|07:32 pm]
tinker_belle016
[mood |energeticenergetic]

Tennising.. my new word.. thats what i did today.. and i have come to this conclusion.. sometimes tennis isnt such a good thing.. it burns my face.. lol and it also makes people mad... but then again that cant help its self... anyways.. today was counties for tennis.. needless to say. im not going to eossa.. but i know for definate cole and katie, and cait and phil (argh i dont like him) are going to eossa .. but i dont know if adam and jordan, or anyone else are.. hmm oh well.. so we lost our first game against st joes... Tasha. and someone.. I know tasha.. i work with tasha.. so it was fun.. but we lost.. in a tie breaker.. 7-2? (it was first to 7 or something) so then we moved to the b side.. and had to wait for almost 2 hours befor we could play again.. so we had a nap ..in katie's 2 person tent.. well there was 5 of us in it.. me, athena, adam, ash and lindsey.. (i think) but it was pretty fun.. and then we won our next game... 6-4 (?) i think.. then we had to play lindsey and athena... well.. we won..lol.. it was like 6-1.. but thats cause Thennie is afraid of the ball... lol.. but then we played another game.. and my partner. (ash) was mad cause the other team beat us.. like 6-2.. so that kinda sucked.. but it wasnt all my fault.. it was teh two of us.. argh.. soo.. yes.. and then we were done about 5.. so i went home.. and realized my face was burt.. it hurts now... yes i am complaining.. (who am i complaining to tho)..... hmm.. anywyas i must go now... byes
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YAY.. outta school early [May. 10th, 2005|12:15 pm]
tinker_belle016
[mood |cheerfulcheerful]
[music |lauren and cole talkin about his date.. lol]

So.. today we get out early for soccer ... but i dont think im going to that for the whole time.. too warm outside. i may go home n suntan.. YAY!!! i love that.. but.. this week is soo crazy i have 2 tests on friday i work everyday till friday night, and then saturday is the car wash so me, thennie and lauren are all gonna work at it together.. and then me and thennie are going back to have a date at her house.... lol.. then saturday night theres this thing for work its like this volleyball thingger.. so i signed up.. cause i love volleyball.. OMG.. ive came to this amazing conclusion.. why I love Tennis..

Tennis = Summer,
Summer = Tanning
I love being tan.. therefor
I LOVE TENNIS.. hahaha

ok yes i do know i am crazy.. like mentally insane crazy.. well ok no..im not really........

SO yay.. im very happy right now.... hm? otay.. i should go now.. BYES!
+-+Stephs+-+
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